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had my 11 hrs lecs, today, i gave myself a 3 hr cut off though, hiakz...
i totally regret tt now, i keep going late for all my uol lecs, when they're actually so impt!
had poa first, i lvoe the lecturer. haha, he's my king of santa's helpers. muah...
think i'm finally getting into the mood of studying, i rushed down to the front of the lecture hall, to get the transparency for math before anyone cld snatch it from me, HAHA. and i was runnign up and down the hall, trying to get a glimpse of the ans on the projection, cos so many idiots were blocking me, usually i wld be the first to leave the lec before the lec ended, if i even did go...
didnt go out drinking, as what the seasoned 11 hr other students advised me. aint tt bad man, infact, i'm gonna study somemore... have stats tmr, cant wait, sch hasnt been this fun such a long time, i think i'm getting back into the groove, i just hope tt i can catch up in time, there's so much to study, so many new concepts to learn, so lil time!!!!!
only 20 more days, 5 modules tt i haven touched, and only 3 days to play, will only have 3 play days, tmr, sat and next fri. but i think i'm gonna give up on econs, I HATE ECONS, i dun care abt how easy u economics/finance "geniuses" find it. i nv did econs b4, and i nv ever want too. i cant do physics, cant do chem, cant do econs, i super can do the rest of the subs. funny how all these subs are connected to logic. yes, i aint got no logic in my brain. my head's all up in the clouds, but i can do math and stats, i'm a mathematical genius. hoho.
everyone's luring me out, i say "NO" to u and u and u and u, all shut up.
i think i'm perverse i get an adrenaline rush, when i've so lil time, and yet so much to study, just hope it works out fine this time, i did badly for my as, cos i was so distracted by so many things.
this time's gonna be diff, kel's right, at this stage of my life, i shld be studying hard, playing hard, and not get so preoccupied with fucking up my mind.
i just found out, tt i'm a serialist, i only study and move on, until i've finished understanding a certain topic. a holist is someone who can study diff topics, without understandign a certain part. HUH? i say tt's bullshit.yeah, i'm a serialist, i admit tt,although it sounds stupid.
ok, gotta bathe and rest and study my ass off...
say hello to distinctions and one fail.
